I've been distant.
Distant from family, friends and colleagues. It seems strange that I bring this up now, after what seems like an upswing from what's been going on the past few weeks. I keep forcing myself to rationalize situations, when I really should take time out and consider how I really feel about certain episodes that have recently come up.
I give a lot of myself to other people. There is no doubt that I am a passionate person. Passionate in the work that I do and the fun that I have. I feel that this will extend into other aspects of life and maybe one day pay off with a feeling of accomplishment and a better self-worth. I am somewhat strengthened by my faith in God, although I do have my own way of believing and processing this.
But I'm wearing thin. I think I've given everything I have in me.
At the end of the day, it's just me, myself and I. Nobody else.
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Wow... I don't usually get very emotional when I read other people's blogs... I really admire you for being open and honest...and I don't know if you even wanted responses to this and I wish I had great words of wisdom for such a situation... but I think I find myself in the same boat... so I guess more than anything, I just wanted you to know that you're not alone in feeling the way you do...
thanks dee. it hasn't been a difficult time per se, but i'm thinking that NYC has nothing left to offer me for the time being.
it's a natural progression. things change, people change, friends come and go. a grain of salt is needed for this.
at the end of the day, it's the man in the mirror. no doubt.
i guess it wasn't just a michael jackson song after all.
peace.
sure wasn't bro.
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